it was a fulfilling tuesday as we sat down at our favourite coffee shop having our most loved local supper delight. of all the times when i savour what we singaporeans deem as sinful oyster omelette, and the best hokkien mee ever imho, my tummy and little heart is truly satisfied and filled with content this time round. it’s never too old to have a supper date with your parents. That once in a while when i feel like i should live up to the value of filial piety. listening to how their days have been, how work was for them. and quite recently, stories of the new korean tenants up at my parents’ home. so my days have been filled with family bliss for the past couple of years every since i’ve raced into the torturous workforce. i can now officially and proudly declare that i am indeed a grown up woman. and the only people that i can thank are my parents. For they are the ones who have imparted their positive values to me and that good attitude towards life will take me far and open up better opportunities.

daddy and mummy, thank you. when i look back on this post next time, it will remind me to stay strong and become good examples like you.

i feel that everyday, i get pushed to the edge and tested on my level of patience. It’s like i’m in a performance and the audience is watching how i handle every minute details in my life. e.g cars cutting into my lane very rudely in the mornings and the test is to see if i’ll honk at the driver or not. most of the time my arrogance gets the better of me. i can now safely say that i’m in control. in full control of my emotions and my mannerism.

What i’m trying to say is: if things are meant to make your life difficult, prove it otherwise.

inhale, exhale. ommmmmm.

it is not by chance that things happen the way they do. however we don’t happen to be in this situation even if we tried 110 times to be where we hope to belong. i do believe in fate. in the many things people call luck. there is a thing called good karma. a huge believer i am, because things happen for a reason. you do good, you receive good. so i wish and hope that things will turn out to be mighty fine for me in the coming days, months, years. positivity is the way to go! i really have to pat myself on the back :) goodnight. i miss my boy soo much.